I have survived ever since you gave us up. Sometimes I give in. I think of you and I let it in. Memories of bliss, burning feelings in the chest come to me through traffic lights. Smooth unending roads, tell me what’s the point if you are never going home? A moment of weakness, let… Continue reading #16 A moment of weakness
I don't recognize anymore.
It has been a while since I last posted here. I have a teaching demo to be prepared for, but I think I just needed this.
After things fall apart, people would tend to ask about how it all went down. What happened? And you know that you know a story. The first time your eyes saw him differently, the night he first held your hand at dinner, when fourteen days later he said he already fell so deeply, every morning text, every drive to home when his shoulder is… Continue reading #14 Story
I let it wash over me the words you spoke when we were free from misery. I know why you had to leave. I think I know, trust me. I let it wash over me the feel of your touch, the way your hands were clasped with mine. I hear you breathing beside me at… Continue reading #13 Memory
What do I do every time I miss you? Where are you? I have been missing you all my life. I guess I need you, and this sounds like a cry for help from all the weeping that these movies have caused me. But I guess I want you to carry this heavy head for… Continue reading #12 I guess
You don’t know how long I have waited just to be able to write happy lines, to take love songs as mine. Are you going to stay? Are you? Because the sun will not cease to rise tomorrow. I learned that pain only takes time to heal, and crying every night has killed nobody. Maybe.… Continue reading #11 Are you?